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a desperate soulHold me, soul
look into my eyes---
this is me
eye of the tiger,
eye of the storm.
my bleeding heart
fight for your soul
this is me
what could be
better than you?
A survivor of a stormsurvivors- let me tell you my story,
[of] yesterday and today,
.... LIFE and d-e-a-t-h.
No one understands the storm,
Me and my misery;
we all have our demons
we're all abusers--- survivors.
It's all in my head,
It's all in my head;
God Will Solve Your TroublesLook past the fog the clouds your mind
Agony in front, jubilation behind.
If you want to be happy forget all the pain
Just move on, and your troubles are slain.
Slip to the passenger side, let God take the wheel
He'll take you along and help you to heal.
He has a plan if you'll wait and see
He wants you to be happy and free.
As do I if you'll listen close
Sometimes I fear I want it the most.
I hope there's others who want your freedom
But not at the price of rising to the father's kingdom.
It's not your time, it not your fate
I believe in you, it's not too late.
I'll never give up on you and leave you alone
I won't leave your side, not even w
and my best bet is drinking s
from the bottle to feel good but
I just feel worse.
so close the coffin to end this sad story and
throw me in the back of a black hearse.
My heart rate is up and my
feelings are ex
Hope For A Better TomorrowI have hope for a better tomorrow
God will come and end your sorrow.
When life gives you more than you can take
And you feel your arms are about to break.
Look up to the sky, look up to the sun
And believe that your battle is already won.
You say that agony is all that you see
Does that mean that your pain comes also from me?
I've heard your laugh, I've seen your smile
But I won't say that you're in denial.
Your life is hard that much is true
But God will open the door and let happiness ensue.
Eternity of TearsWe've all had our hardships, I know life's cruel
It's not sunny and happy, I'm not a fool.
Life is tainted in hatred and stained with regret
It's filled with scars that we won't forget.
I lose all those close to me, they continue to fall
But i don't let it hinder when I feel I've lost it all.
I cry many tears, I have many scars
Yet I try to piece together my heart covered in mares.
I hurt with each insult, I die with all these lies
But I pick myself up, screw them, I'll rise.
They can't hurt me if I remain alone
It's terrible truth, but I will condone.
I'm trying my hardest to bring you light
However my friend, this is not a fair fight.
Do you know the taste of the universe?One day, when you’re five years old and made out of fractured sunlight and mirror shards, you sit down on the bench of the MAX train. You’re dressed in your winter coat and boots that are too big and one of your parents has pulled your hat too close over your ears.
You’re sitting next to your mother, and on the other side is a man that smells like loneliness, something that you’ll later know as cigarettes and alcohol and homelessness. He’s crying quietly into the top of his jacket and you’re scared to look because you’ve never seen an adult cry.
The train ride goes on for five minutes, which is a lo
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More